March 2012
4 posts
And then, in the morning, ruthless complaints and...
I think I might just buy them all earplugs
Sometimes all it takes
is a hot, horny, 20 year old French boy in a trashy straight bar
Wheeeee
February 2012
28 posts
If this is the kind of love that the old folks...
Man, I’m in trouble.
I’m in real big trouble.
Resting up
Listening to the Magnetic Fields and reading Stuart Hall in bed. Recovering from a long, partyful, queertastic weekend.
Glad that I’ve started making friends with arty people and queerdos. I already feel close to a lot of my recently made friends.
I am such a horny mess, though. I’m so beat, but tonight might be the night I venture out to a cruise bar. They are a bit intimidating...
Further observations in list form
- GayRomeo is the busiest/most confusing site for dudes I have ever encountered! This is where all these euro men are hiding!
- Money is easy to spend. I go to the market every day, for better or for worse.
- Bio queen bingo resulted in free cock rings! Which I lost.
- Seriously I just got another GayRomeo message!
- I have my sights fixed squarely on my incredibly sexy media professor....
Got it in!
OK WAIT I TOTALLY FORGOT
THERE WAS ALSO THIS EXTREMELY WELL DONE BUT RIDICULOUS AND UH, KIND OF RACIST QUEER DRAG/PUPPET SHOW OMG HOW DID I FORGET ABOUT THAT TEMPORARILY
My first queer party in Amsterdam: Spellbound @...
-They really are super tall.
- Yes, I enjoy going stag.
-Music = thumping. Good thumping sometimes. And apparently also Donna Summer.
-Dutch don’t dance. Not well, at least.
-Therefore my dancing makes me a celebrity.
-There is good beer at every bar, if you just look.
-Cigarettes, unfortunately, help to make friends.
-Hipsters dress the same everywhere.
-Do I really look like I can...
Amsterdam.
First impressions:
-Everything is gorgeous and decorative and breathtaking. I can see a canal from my window!
-Student orientations are irrevocably lame. And I feel like I’m the only gay.
-Dutch is a lovely language I will never understand.
-Dutch people aren’t actually all that hot so far.
-Where are the gay bears?
-It is colder here than in Toronto. WTF!
-Bread, cheese,...
January 2012
103 posts
About to board a plane to the next 6 months of my...
I started crying in the subway station after saying bye to Marcus this morning- I sometimes forget I’ve never gone so far with someone.
I am sleepless, melancholy, anxious, overworked, distracted… but truly, truly excited.
It’s really happening!
Cannot sleep
Yargh
Danced my ass off last night, paying for it today. And tonight I’ll do it all again after work.
I had a dream I mysteriously awoke in Philly today and had to get back to Toronto for work, but instead I called in absent and went and surprised my Philly boy and his dog in bed. Sigh. I wish.
3 days.
Fagtotum
But soon again
starts another big riot!!
Goals for Europe
-Learn a bit of Dutch -Bike everywhere -Find some crazy art/music shit to do -Binger filmlab/The Eye -Make a video? -Write for some zines/mags/whatever -Find a choir?!! -Write poemz -Drink good fucking beer -Eat delicious licorice and cheese and herring -Smoke a ton of hash -Hang out with queerdos/crazies/squatters/queens/class acts/muppets -Hold hands with Michelle -Do some other...
Nothin' like a long dick after a long day...
